i've been having terrible vivid nightmares of the kids (from nkoronga orphanage).
they keep coming to me crying but i cant hug them because when i do they disappear. ive been waking up covered in sweat, with tears in my eyes.
i feel like im going to go crazy if i dont do something.
i hate the feeling of not being able to do anything.
i feel empty.
i want to do everything for these kids. i love them.
they have been the only thing on my mind these last few weeks.